Love = Pain

It was a very curious time, I was still in
my adolesce. I met a person who gave me a beautiful illusion at that time, I thought it was the best time of my life. One day I got a letter, I read it and I understood things changed. I did not tell anybody while melancholy broke my soul. I understood the silence and with my broken dreams I kept waiting. Whit the illusion causes by the first love I walked under the rain waiting for an answer that I never got.
Around March I understood there were people waiting things to change. He thougth I would be there for ever. I was so much in pain that I fell to asleep cause my tears, around middle night the pain woke me up one more time.
Once my grandfather told me tha God gives us every day a moment in which is possible to change everything that make us unhappy and I could undestand that time also change, people and loves come to dead.
I finally understood that when you want something from the deepest of your heart the universe moves to make it happen. It was so much my pain that I wanted to have a heart of stone and today after so many years have passed I think it was the most cruel desire I ever ask for, because finally
every person is diferent, but my being is completely hurt.